Chapter 5: For You

Liebe

This is just for you to know.

I am in love, with you, madly. Some might find me crazy but time doesn't matter with you. I don't know if it is 20 seconds or 20 years, but I know, it is you. I try to understand if your door is locked. I will knock till my last breathe. Harsh... I know, but I can't let you go. Long back I started writing this for you, but could never compile it, my words could never express my feelings. This is the 100th time editing the same post, but I could never be happy to share my half emotions.

I always going back to days, when we first met, our first hug, first kiss, your proposal, seeing your concern and care in your eyes. Facing our dark days together, holding on tight. Having our ups and down like heart beat. Laughing like silly kids, but loving each other like old couples.

Funny isn't it. They say it it few months but I say it is 91 days. We met on 6th Aug, you know it was Friendship Day. We started as a friend, to become lover, and I am blessed to be loved by you.  8th Aug, day, you proposed me, changed my life, Happiness Happens Day, made me the most happiest lady alive, because I was already in love with you by then. 18th Aug, when we promised each forever, is the best thing that ever happened in my life. I started living again, with you, for you. 

You are the best person ever. You are part of me, just like I am part of you.

Liebhaber, I will never fall again, until I found you. I will never fall in love, until its you I am falling for. I rather die than letting you go, Juliet to you, Romeo. I love you.

I am 1175 miles away from home. But I just one call away. You are my superman without a cape, but you are everything I need.

“I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you.”

We have no choice about whether or not we get hurt in the world, but you can choose who hurts you, but I like my choice, only hope that you like yours.
“I do.” Till HUMANITY FINDS INFINITY.

Ich liebe dich... 

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